Belvedere 1112th May 1859 Father is sending me to a boarding school. He says he cannot stand me any longer. He told me that I will live at the school and come home on holidays, and that it is a very exclusive school where I will be taught new things. I care not for the knowledge I once sought. I care for nothing now. Mother is gone, the demon child has taken over my Father, Aunt, even my once loyal friend Harry.Belvedere 11 by EeveeGirl14
He remains silent as he writes this down. He no longer comments and jests about what I ask him to write. Maybe something has changed. I think not, but many others have said I am not the boy I was.
I have almost mastered writing, thanks to school, and this new school also has a musical class too. I have not played the piano for a while, but will most likely enjoy playing it again.
Father has given me a necklace. It is a gold chain with a beautiful golden locket. Inside is a photograph of all of us, mother, Father and I. I do not remember when it was made, but I know that a photograph
Belvedere 103rd May 1859 - I am using this journal less and less these past weeks. I find I do not wish to convey my thoughts to paper. Father does not know what to do with me during the day, and has sent me to a local school after Aunt Augustina complained that I scared her and the child with the way I skulk silently around the house with an angry look in my eye. She does not understand why, she does not see what he is.Belvedere 10 by EeveeGirl14
I do. I know what he is. No one else does, and no one believes me.
School is boring. They teach things I have already learnt by use of books. The other children keep their distance from me and I hear them call me things behind my back. I do not care for them. Their petty whispers do not affect me as they might another.
I think Father is concerned about my attitude and the way I have been acting. I am surprised he does not see why. He asked the other day why I avoided Edward, why I never stayed in the same room as him for very long. I answered that I did not wish to be near him. Wh
Belvedere 917th April 1859 He looked at me today. His eyes were open and he looked at me. He has mother's ice blue eyes. And his hair is becoming more like hers every day.Belvedere 9 by EeveeGirl14
Every time I look at him I see her. I think father does too. I think that's why he loves him so. Father is always with him. The only time he isn't is when he works, but he works less now so he can come home to be with him.
Harry has tried to convince me it wasn't his fault mother died, but I will not be persuaded. I saw it with my own eyes. One minute she was beautiful, young and healthy. Then he was born and she died. How much more proof could anyone need?
Aunt Augustina comes around to care for him while Father works. She pays me no attention and I am left to myself.
Harry is spending less and less time with me. When I question him about his, he says it is because I am acting differently and he does not feel his presence can improve my mood. I do not see what is different, apart from the small fact that my wonderful mo
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